Grad Day.. the class of 2006...

yeah.. i lied. im blogging again and Ass Pee aM's only finishing in 2 weeks.. but what the hey, i wanna enjoy this weekend and enjoy it i shall.

tonight, i am going out with.. a girl. well yeah.. and its kinda weird kuz i couldnt sleep last night thinking about it. why? she's a year older.. her voice melts ur heart out thru ur ears.. she's absolutely sweet and she's a maybelline ambassador finalist contestant might already be but i dont know about it... girl..

but i dont think thats it. maybe its kuz the spm's stress is getting to me and adding this to the equation all of a sudden is a wide swing.. isnt it? or mebbe my friggin hearts been numb for the last few months and this first pump of blood into it is giving it a shock.. anyways. yeah.. at least ONE thing to look forward to.

AnYwaYs.. Grad day was a while ago and i finally have the time to post up some pics of the beautiful, memorable, cherishable, friggin-burn-u-out-of-your-pants-kuz-the-stupid-school-had-to-have-it-during-the-afternoon-while-u-wore-an-eskimo-suit day...



these bunch of idiots.. are the best idiots i have ever met.. and im forever gonna remember.. every single one of you people..

from trying to figure out which Siti is which..
to Jeff and Kov's trademark pranks..
to forming the band..
to the two groups of chinese and not-so-chinese chinese people in our class..
from Keledang's Black Market to its Casino..
to attending PJ like attending church..
to apposing everysingle moral teacher..

typing this out now, its finally sinking in.. the basketball pj sessions, lepaking, pontenging, sleeping in class, laughing our heads off at teachers.. all of that.. are now already memories.. man... i miss it all already..



so if u idiots havent noticed.. ive been trying my veryyyyyyyyy best to get to know all of u as much as i can b4 i go. and yes, i apologize to my good good buddies for ffk-ng u people quite a bit. i know u down to all ur underwear colours everyday la ok, time to go meet new people.. hahaha..

nevertheless, all the times in school will forever be cherished..

to sun mei, chin wei, yi lyn, wan tian, cheryl..
for all the chinese lessons that have been given to me and all the pain, raised eyebrows and plain gibberish ive given back to you.. for giving this indian boy.. a hope.. a hope that SOMMEDAY.. i'll be chinese again.. someday.. im not telling you when.. but someday. haha.. every single day we've spent together will forever be in my head. everytime i hear any chinese songs nowadays, u girls are all that i can think of. serious!. kay, maybe not all i can think of but you get the point =) thanks..

to jeff, josh, charles, amir and jien..
you guys are the best.. for everything we've been thru, and the big confrontation last year.. it all means alot to me..thought i do wish that some things nvr happened.. i couldnt ask for more than what u guys have shared with me thru music. i feel totally at home with u guys in the studio. i enjoy each and every one of our practices.. every jam sessions... all the gigs.. everything. the journey we've been thru has been priceless and the journey to come.. well, i cant wait for that.. here's three cheers to our band... and three cheers for the years to come.

to darren and june
you two.. haha.. you two have been my beautiful downfall.. my bro and sis ive nvr had. my best buds for life.. ive learned what real friendship really is with you two. no lies, nothing held back.. we go all out for each other. june, thanks for all the times youve been there when no one else has.. for going out of your way to help me get back on mine.. for all the songs ive wrote for you and the presents im still waiting to recieve xD haha.. you know that, what you would do for me, i would do the same. darren, haha.. dude, whats there to say la. youre my bro. my closest bud. heng dai. asshole partner. bball teammate. and the guy who copies so much off my exams. it'll be great when the day comes when u can copy my answers again. haha.. we read each other's minds man. where the heck can you find a person where you dont need to talk, but with just a friggin eff-ed up look, we start laughing kuz of sth the same? haha.. persefahaman man.. deep. haha..

to the girls grace, kar yan and carynn; and the guys, nick, jon and jian..
the times spent with you people rambling in class will forever stay as a treasure. you people are always there to cheer me up when im down, pick me up after rough day.. and wake me up after sejarah.. haha.. jon and nick, thankssss for allll the homework ive borrowed. haha.. without you guys.. my mind, heart and schoolbooks would be so empty. graceo, yannie and linga linga.. you 3 are the spark of each day in school.. if there ever was 3 female stooges, u 3 qualify for the part, hands down. haha.. jian.. you.. you.. er.. you sing alot.. haha. yeah.. ? haha.. its been fun man. but dude, u gotta step up. take what you want. dont lay around expecting it to fall like a ripe apple.. shaddup that doesnt sound wrong. WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY IS.. you got it in you man, go for it... the only failure i see in humans, is the being scared to try. just go all out and even if its heads or tails in the end, uve got the coin for urself.. ( man thats deep.. )

for all the crazy crazy things you people make me do...

lala poses.. can someone pleasee explain to me ONE thing..
wads with the finger thing?
as much as it is to look.. it hurts even more posing. believe me..


just loook at the smile on josh's face over there.. LOOOK...

yeah.. thats ming for you.

well... thats dat.. got so much more but im tired.. i promise by the end of this year.. i'll have a special post up for a few special people.. promise..


im gonna miss this school life.. i know ive seen enough of the world outside to know im not gonna like it..

im gonna miss you people who've made me what i am today. i'll nvr be where i am if it wasnt for u. i'll nvr regret what i am..

peace people..

Broken

In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You’re invincible
Yeah, It’s true
It’s in your eyes
Where I find peace

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let’s light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You’re ready to break
Don’t look away.

So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other
Together we’ll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?

And time
Is all I ask for
Time
I just need one more day
And time
You’ve been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song
Stay

In the moonlight
Your face it glows

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let’s light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You’re ready to break
Don’t look away.

~broken
secondhand serenade

It's here

its our final fence

hey people. just thought i'd put up one last post before the great zaman gelap hits us form5s..

yeap. the dreaded Judgement Day of our highschool life is, well, is ALMOST finally here. but.. finally?man.. Ass Pee Am.. S.ure P.okai M.an

touch wood touch wood.. all of us wanna do good rite.. haha

i guess its finally hitting me.. our highschool days have come and gone.. it felt just like yesterday when i was a small little helpless nerdy-fied hairstyle standard 2 kid looking out the car window into that big highschool which im about to leave in less than a month.. man time flies..

we had our graduation day on Thursday. yeap.. graduation before our exam.. yeap. thats us malaysians for you. haha. i'll try to get some pics up of it soon.. soon meaning probably in a months time.

but hey, it was absolutely great, despite the fact that i HATE wearing formal clothes PLUS we had to wear some really big awfully black and stuffy graduation suit thing that friggin roasted us alive in the afternoon sun. but, i'll save that for another time...

so yeah my friends
oh here we go
on our last journey
on this road

as we hold our hands
for this last dance
may we forever stay
as life long friends

so oh my friends
and ah my foes
life's turning to it's next chapter
it's time to go..

all the best to all form 5's.. lets rock this sad highschool life one last time shall we?

peace people

Closer and closer

hey peeps. whatsup?

so.. spm is in.. er.. 14 days for me since i got art to sit for. yet.. the stress or worrying isnt setting in yet.. i guess it's because of the trials my school had some time ago.. the length of it probably screwed my stress-receptors up.. comparing that to the spm. the spm's gonna fly by for me. haha

anywayz.. in the deep pile of all this exam crap, ther is yet light. recently, ive been asked by my dear friends to do a performance during the prom.. using the piano.. yeah. the piano.

its time's like these wher all those bloody classes during the hot afternoons, the naggy teachers, the stupid exams all sddnly seem.. so.. worth it.. haha.. i mean, performing with the piano in a suit ISNT something we all do everyday isnt it? even more.. at a prom.

so... yeah.. thats abt it.. nothing much has been going on. dam friggin tired of studying.. sheesh wont this just be done already.

my stomache calls

peace ppl