its been long
since ive wrote like this
since the last time
i felt like coming back here

here's where it starts
where all the good times have been
no amount pain is greater than
remembering joy in times of grief

since i last really smiled
since the last time i saw the light of the sun
now there isnt light
no stars in the sky
none..

im not complaining
not a bit
im just regreting
saying things ive said or havent
doing things i have or not done

so its time again
to get back up
fight again
for what i think has worth

yeah the world might be against me
even the goal i run for
but if u never try
u'll never know what ur worth
u'll never know what the sting feels like
or how it feels when tears stream down ur face
in sadness
or in joy

whats this worth
nothing
ive already lost all
going into this
with nothing to lose
and the world to gain

cuz its already night
let the holes mend
save me the last dance
and ur hand
till it all hangs up
and till it all ends

let me dance with you
till the stars grow dim
till the wind kisses our face
trails across skin

i still hold your hand
when i fall asleep
and feel warmth
that isnt there
tell me im weak
tell me im losing it
i am

this is a poem
this is abstract
its meaning depends on its admirer
on all of you reading this

let it apply
to what you people are
what ur going thru
let part of me
be part of you

im back
=)